Hi. :) An interesting thing has been
happening to me lately.
I have been feeling... I'm not sure
how to describe this feeling – it
isn't REALLY depression. There are no negative thoughts or list of
things that I'm sad or discouraged about, but it's kind of LIKE
depression – with a total lack of any apparent reason for feeling
so. (It can be so frustrating!)
Anyhow,
I sat at the kitchen table this evening with my meal planning stuff
strewn all over the place (recipe books, pages of old menus etc.). I
was absolutely fine. Then
THAT AWFULF FEELING
hit me again. I immediately looked up and noticed that I couldn't see
outside the front window. It was dark. And I realized THAT is WHEN it
always happens.
VERDICT: Depression
(or something I don't like) comes on me when it is DARK!
So I sat pondering
this phenomenon, and I remembered something. It was whispered in my
mind,
“Darkness
is merely the absence of light.”
And then I thought
to myself,
“And
sorrow, or emptiness, is the lack of happiness, or something beautiful and good...”
I looked around at
my home...
*dark
*silent (empty of
joyful for productive activity)
*dirty (not
terrible, but floors not vacuumed)
There was seriously NOTHING light
and beautiful going on to rejoice about! :o
So I figured that
maybe to get rid of this feeling of sad nothingness, I just needed to
surround myself with something good and happy. Maybe some lights and happy
music. And take care of myself...
Sounds
simple enough, (you know the motto! “By small and simple
things are great things brought to pass.” Alma
37:6)
So that's what I did. :)
I ran around the block (feeling I didn't have TIME for a long workout, but knowing I needed to do SOMETHING, no matter how small); then I went to my bedroom, (away from the big window of darkness with no curtain to shut it out); turned on some beautiful, classical, instrumental music; and went to work cleaning my bedroom.
Me - Chasing away the winter blues! ;) |
I ran around the block (feeling I didn't have TIME for a long workout, but knowing I needed to do SOMETHING, no matter how small); then I went to my bedroom, (away from the big window of darkness with no curtain to shut it out); turned on some beautiful, classical, instrumental music; and went to work cleaning my bedroom.
The feeling of sad emptiness
LEFT. And instead I felt ABSOLUTELY HAPPY AND WONDERFUL! It
was amazing! :D (By the way, while I cleaned my room, my twins came
out of their room to do their chores and vacuumed; After the house was clean I felt triple
happy! ;D)
I hope this works
EVERY TIME! Hehe! :D I may have just found a miracle cure to
the winter blues! :D
PS. I think little
children are a cure for the winter blues, too (maybe - ?). In any
case, having them in a home is a blessing. That way there is ALWAYS
something WONDERFUL going on! Even if they are sick or tired or
cranky... THEY ARE something wonderful! I have no little more
little ones. Sigh. Mine are all big and grown and you never know when
they will be here or gone. (They are truly awesome though! :D)
PPS. Since I can't
"make" (he he) more children (at my age it's just not the right solution)... I
think I'll make some curtains this weekend. ;)
Wishing you
happiness...
Corine :D
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